Career

My career and success in my career is an area in which I've never feared or doubted. I think I just came to this realization tonight?
About two months ago, I was asked to write a business proposal. When the requests came out of his mouth, I immediatley thought "What the hell am I going to write? We've been discussing partnership for the past couple years, what does he think I want?"
The moment I started writing, the ideas just came to me and the words dispersed across the page as though I had been contemplating my future for as long as I've been alive. It was the strangest thing, but it was exciting!
So, before me I saw in black and white, my future. I didn't doubt or fear my ideas or intent. Since I was in grade school, I always just new I would be successful in my career. Anything less than excellence was just unacceptable.
I really thought this way when I was that young... Crazy!
Anyway, my career has blossomed rapidly. This proposal was presented to the VP of my company about a month ago and this weekend I will be presenting ideas and proposals to the Houston Education Team.
The image I had when I was young, the one of me being great at business regardless of the form of business, I would be amazing! Well, that image is about to implode into success. Success beyond my expectations and clearly my expectations are high.
I'm intrigued with my attitude and confidence in this area of my life. I've never feared or doubted my abilities, loyalty, passion, worthiness or desire in this area of my life.
Why has it been so easy for me to see clearly in this area, but I struggle in others?
Modern Mystery!!! For me anyway...